Throat
by Tamara Anna Pawlak
Photo by Vruyr Martirosyan/Unsplash
His throat wouldn’t let him take down the evidence. Wouldn’t let him swallow it whole. Like it had a mind of its own...
Her hair was still lodged in the back of his throat when he got up that morning. He pulled out the long strands, one by one, then in long mangled clumps—staring teary-eyed into the bathroom mirror and gagging into the sink. Such a torturous way to engage with the day at 5 o’clock in the morning. Plus the heater wasn’t working. So he was cold while doing it. Annoying. There should have been nothing left. Nothing that his throat could cling to. It was settled. But it happened as it happened before—his throat wouldn’t let him take down the evidence. Wouldn’t let him swallow it whole. Like it had a mind of its own—his throat. The way it swelled and constricted—made it hard for him to breath. As if dishing out some sort of punishment—like some judgy God sitting on a cushy throne condemning him for what he stuffed through its sacred passage. He wasn’t some sort of murderer. He had found her that way. Already dead. And he was hungry. Now this headache first thing Monday morning. A winning way to start the week.
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